and everytime we kiss i swear i could flyy..

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

HaiZ.. HaVen BEeN poSting Any BloG SinCe ScH CLoSe UntiL Nw.. CuZ DuRinG TiS PEriOd Of TiMe i HaF BeeN QuiTe BuSy QiF SomE StuFfs LikE WoRkInG Etc.. DurIng FeB 2007... I HaF BeeN WorKinG FuLL- TimE At P.O.A.. QUiTe FuN EvEn ThoSe ThErE's TrouBlE ProBleM OCcuR.. InCludIng My PerSonaL thInGs.. FeeL So StreSs Out.. AnD NW i'm DoinG my IntErsHip in Sch.. as weLL As CaRry On WorkIng As Part TimE OutSide.. Mayb by DoinG TiS Will MAkE MI Not To anyHOw TinK Ba..

LiKe eXaMPlEs.. My 2007 V.Day.. It waS JuZ LikE Nth.. WorkIng FuLL ShiFt oN Tt Day.. LooKinG At So MANY CouPles HolDinG HAnD ShoppIng aRd.. i FeeL So DePreSsEd AnD at ThE SamE TimE I So EnVy AbT ThEm.. At LeasT ThEy MakE ThE DaY FeeL SpeCiaL.. BuT mY Bf.. HaIZ.. aT FiRst i toT He WiLL Be WorkInG So i toLd mYSeLf Tt.. NvM.. Dear DeaR WorkIng HArd.. So Dun Be SaD.. BuT WheN i goT To NoE tT He DinT noT WorK on That Day.. I FeeL REALi sO SaD n DisHeartEd.. AnD.. HaIz.. FoRgEt It.. i JUz KeeP It To My HearT Ba..

HaiZ.. ReceNtlY.. i ReaLi StarT To FeeL AloT anD Tink AloT on My PerSonaL StuFfs.. DuNno Is mi Who Is Too SenSitiVe OR it'S thE TruTh.. HaIz.. JuZ StarT To FeeL ThaT.. I'm No LonGer ParT Of My Bf'S LiFe.. OnLi FeeL ThaT WhenEveR He'S iN NeeD Of HeLp DeN He WiLl TinK Of Mi.. HaiZ.. i NoE i ShlDnt Say tt WaY.. But tt"s waD i'm FeeLing Nw.. i Noe bOth Of Us iS buSy WorkIng.. n i Noe The WorkIng HrS bTw US is Opp.. BuT.. i JuZ FeeL Tt i'm BeeN negLeCtED.. EveN ThoUgh He Got Msg Mi.. BuT tiS msgS ["i reach home le".. "I End Work le".. "i Start Work le"..] MeaNs WaD..? JuZ a InForm..? or wad..? HaiZ.. DinT EvEn BoThEr To CaLL Mi.. EvEn JuZ a feW MiNs Of TalkIng, it WiLl Oso MakE Mi HappY.. BuT.. HaIz.. To Him.. HiS DailY TimE ScHduEL Is Like MorinG sLp UntiL 530pm or 6pm.. Den gO To Work.. Den Work UntiL MorninG 4+am or 5+am on The NeXt DaY.. N Go HOmE ResT.. anD It Will ConTinuE Slp UntIL the TIMe.. HaiZ.. DinT EvEn MIss Mi.. SomEtImE i ReaLi dOuBt HIS Words When HE SaY He MIss Mi.. Do He ReaLi Miss Mi..?? HaiZ.. I reaLi FeeL So LOST.. MAyB ComapRinG To HIs Work.. I Juz Nth Ba.. Not ImpT At ALL.. EvEry NiTe When i'm alonE i Will Start To tInK Abt my ReLatiOnShip.. HaiZ. ENd uP i WiLL ONli FeeL DePrESs aNd Cry iN HearT Ba.. BuT waD ElSe CaN i Do..? No OnE to Care n CoNcrEN.. No One To SharE mY SoRroW.. Haiz.. EveN When i msg HiM i'm Sick, He onLi ReplY Mi.. " Go See A Doc lor.. " HaiZ.. i ReaLi FeeL TirEd In MaIntaIninG mY ReLatioNshiP AlonE.. But DinT He NotiCe It..? Do He FeeL My Lost..? HaIz.. i DouBt..

HaiZ.. I JuZ FeeL So LonEr.. No One WiLL UnDerStanD Ba.. MayB ThE OnLi ThInG I CaN do Is MaKinG MySelF BusY By WorkIng Ba.. WorKinG COntiNuOuSly..

*::.. remembering the days when u were by my side ..::* 3:28 PM

*::.. TimEsS..::*

*::.. AbT MiOoo ..::*

*~* tHeReNa AkA ReNa *~*
*~* GoIng tO bE twenTy yR oLd *~*
*~* bEeN CaLLeD PigGy oR ReNa *~*
*~* AtTacHeD To mY DeArIe LiaO *~*
*~* Nw StuDyInG & WoRkInG *~*
*~* BeSt PaL - ShAr N BeTtY *~*

*::.. My LoVeS..::*

*~* LoVe mY PiG HeaD DeAr *~*
*~* ShoPpiNg V zzZZzz *~*
*~* SinGiNg v LisTenInG SoNgs *~*
*~* SWeeTs V sUsHi *~*
*~* IcE CrEaM V ChoCoLaTeS *~*
*~* LikE CuTeS & FuRry StUfF *~*
*~* TaIwaN DraMa & JaP AnIme *~*
*~* LaMiNg WiF BeTtY AnD ShAr *~*

*::.. dArLiNkiEs ..::*

*::.. LoVe BloG ..::*
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